A weekend that turned 180
A lot of people has asked me when will I start blogging again. Funny thing is.. I dont think anyone reads my blog. It is not meant for public reading, just for my own personal satisfaction of writing when I really feel the need to. Also I've only had 3 post and all of them doesn't make sense so the the thought of people asking for more makes me laugh even more. Keep note the last post was 2 years ago. This time, I do feel like writing something, and as people who know me. I only write when its really important to me.
Sometimes I feel like a thousand years old, I feel so old that any stranger I meet and observe for about 5 mins I could tell with my instinct can that person be trusted, will he/she one day a couple of years in the future betray my friends or me even though at 1st the person seems good and trustworthy. Most of the time I would reserve and keep my thoughts to myself for I could be wrong. Sadly almost all of my instincts about people are right and most are proven years later. So my friends have come to trust what I see in people.
Though this post is not really about crappy instinct voodoo. It is somewhat related.
You see, I have finally met sumone I wanted to meet. What has drawn me towards her, nobody can explain. Before she crossed my mind, there was no one that I would be this drawn towards. Call it what you will..but all my will and gut intinct told me so. This is very unusual of me because im scared shit of strangers.
All I knew before I met her is just that I had to. I had to. I had to meet her. I had to sit down with her, talk to her, have a walk with her, laugh wif her, reconfirm all I believe and hope for once that my special ability doesnt fail me this time. not this time.
And I did, the first time we met and she sat down across the table. Unintentionally our eyes met and we just gazed for what seems like an eternity. I hope no one noticed, that wouldn't be fun ;p
she couldn't to tease me and I was prepared and didn't give in to easily.
The last time I met her was unexpected, but boy am I glad she came over. When we met, we just hug each other. Hug Hug Hug.
I may not be really 1000 years old. But genie from Aladdin is and he's telling me "there's no other like her in a thousand years, I know, I've seen" and I say to genie "I know, I feel"
Sometimes I feel like a thousand years old, I feel so old that any stranger I meet and observe for about 5 mins I could tell with my instinct can that person be trusted, will he/she one day a couple of years in the future betray my friends or me even though at 1st the person seems good and trustworthy. Most of the time I would reserve and keep my thoughts to myself for I could be wrong. Sadly almost all of my instincts about people are right and most are proven years later. So my friends have come to trust what I see in people.
Though this post is not really about crappy instinct voodoo. It is somewhat related.
You see, I have finally met sumone I wanted to meet. What has drawn me towards her, nobody can explain. Before she crossed my mind, there was no one that I would be this drawn towards. Call it what you will..but all my will and gut intinct told me so. This is very unusual of me because im scared shit of strangers.
All I knew before I met her is just that I had to. I had to. I had to meet her. I had to sit down with her, talk to her, have a walk with her, laugh wif her, reconfirm all I believe and hope for once that my special ability doesnt fail me this time. not this time.
And I did, the first time we met and she sat down across the table. Unintentionally our eyes met and we just gazed for what seems like an eternity. I hope no one noticed, that wouldn't be fun ;p
she couldn't to tease me and I was prepared and didn't give in to easily.
The last time I met her was unexpected, but boy am I glad she came over. When we met, we just hug each other. Hug Hug Hug.
I may not be really 1000 years old. But genie from Aladdin is and he's telling me "there's no other like her in a thousand years, I know, I've seen" and I say to genie "I know, I feel"
posted by Qdin at 10:30 AM
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